Me To Life

This is not part of EDUC 108 ,i'm just writing to myself , i don't know but lately i have been feeling like life is not that important anymore like i need to just get it over with .Everything i have been going through and thinking about is pointless if one day we could all vanish so whats the real point in maintaining relationships & etc. i really just feel like whats the point of anything and why do i care about life when so far it has confused me since day 1 .Life is beyond confusing and i'm not ready to fuck my head up anymore so im done stressing but here we go cuz i might say that and not mean because the truth is i am going to stress and i am going to get frustrated and angry at Life . I Blame myself but i believe if it was jus miraculously destroyed i wouldnt care about shit

- From Tha Loner

Short Story With Symbolism

She woke up from a bad dream in the middle of the night ,wishing she didn't have to go back to school because it was only midnight instead of eight.Her dream had her thinking about life and how fast things happen ,she thought about how college will come and go and how she wished some of the people in her life were still there. She thought all night ,about her parents divorce about how her little sisters would react to their parents. All night she stood up waiting for some answers but never found any to her troubles the only thing she could say was "i don't know".

She kept saying it over and over again until she opened her eyes , Her pillow was wet ,she wondered what had happen but then she realized this is reality full of lies cries pain and happiness . She cried out her misery and opened her curtains and let the light in to warm the ice on her heart . The ice will take time to heal but it's going slowly. She told herself life would get better and to keep doing what she has to do to succeed. She only wished she could go back in time and turn everything around ,But now she has to reset her life and work her way up never forgetting anything that has happened in her life . Now her name is Emily and she's doing good .